Become happy why not?: May 2006

Love so right

The Bee Gees sang this song long ago,
the words are so touching, and it kept coming to me tonight...

"And the perfect story ended at the start
I thought you came forever and you came to break my heart
Now I'm hanging on, on the chance that you'll come back to me
How a love so right can turn out to be so wrong, oh my darling
I could take it in my stride
Start living for the moment
Maybe half the things we sought were never there
Simply open up our eyes and break it down to size
It isn't really fair"

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artist: Bee Gees
title: Love So Right
albums: Children Of The World, Here At Last, Their Greatest Hits: The Record
lyrics from lyrics.info

My name

This might seem weird to some, but all my life I sort of hated my name.

It has been strange to everyone in Egypt, and when I came to United States, it still was. I always have to repeat it more than once for anyone to catch it right.

Then, I met someone special and he made me fall in love with my name. After the usual question of what it means, and me being bored of saying it's Turkish meaning "the Bright Sun light", but somehow, he made me feel how beautiful and unique my name is, and for the first time in my life I took pride in my name.

Tonight I met some people, I introduced myself, surprisingly I didn't have to pronounce my name twice, as they got it correct.

I discovered that I have always pronounced it quickly and sort of bored as I always expected people not to know how to pronounce it...
tonight I said it clearly with a smile, and there was the magic, they got it from the first time right.

A talk with me about Him

Do i want to go back???

I don't know if i went away in the first place...

Wait, i actually wonder if i was there in the first place...

I don't know anymore,
I was, I wasn't, may be, may be not....

He is waiting, or may be i will be too late for Him to take me back, or may be not...

I once wondered why do people go away from Him...
but now i wonder, what is being close to Him?

A brief talk with HIM

Will HE take me back...
Yes HE will, the question is do you really want to go back to Him?

Mouse chase...

Today, I had a hysterical mouse chase...

It was too much fun with everyone screaming, and running corner to corner, getting a long ruler to make noise to scare the poor little thing out, he was so scared , and he was afraid not knowing what to do!

Finally we got him trapped in a corner, he can't run now, a colleague got a box to get him if he comes out from one side, me on the other side waiting for him. He is hiding behind a huge, heavy cylinder, another colleague tries to move the heavy cylinder the third one is on the floor looking where the mouse is, and screaming don't let the cylinder down he is right underneath it.
she grabs a ruler and makes noise to scare him, he looks out but is afraid and goes back, suddenly he is right in my hands, I try to grab his tail, the little devil bites me I scream but I keep on holding him and trying to get his tail, then he bites again real hard, then I scream "come here you son of a bitch", all the lab is like huh, she never curses, well I did!!

Diamonds....Best girl's friend

Are Diamonds really a girl's best friend?

Well I never liked gold, but I always liked pearls, and diamonds.
Of course it's easier and cheaper to get good pearls than diamonds. Especially with all the qualifications and specifications that you have to look for in a diamond.

Lately I have been looking up diamonds rings, then I wondered.... Anyone can fool you with any stone saying it's diamond, how could you tell.
But wait there is certified diamonds, with numbers engraved on it with laser so that you know that's YOUR diamond. But would anyone in a party look closely enough to know if YOUR diamond is REAL!!... doubt it.